Your leaving? So soon

A line that seems to be said by myself and my family quite a lot over the past few days.
Dad saying to Noel when in the hospital ` leaving us so soon, noel? no your not, ya daft begger`.
Ross saying to me ` leaving now? no dont? stay here with me`

I wish I could.

Chloe Candarakis arrives in Newcastle on Friday Morning and boy am I stoked for her and her mums arrival. Its going to be a crazy 5 days and no, I am not even thinking about her leaving :) I have too much to say to her and too many hours to laugh with her and her mum for to think negatively about it. We then are heading down to london (via scary plane) for a few days :D to dance and shop and see the capital. I am BETTING I hear the words `Conservative` and `Labour` more than Katie Price has called Alex Reid Peter Andre by mistake while in the bedroom.

Life at the moment can be summed up in a short phrase: Fucking unfair

I realised today that I take a lot of things for granted. Sitting up here, chilling to Paolo Nutini - Autumn over and over again makes me realise how much I love my life. Everything and everyone in it. From the ability to create to the love I received from my family, my boyfriend and from the best kind of friends.

Its days like this as well that I miss being able to do what the fuck I wanted.You know the days when you were young and you stayed out every hour of the day and didnt give a shit about anything?
That is why this summer is going to be all about;
Sunshine
Chilling to the best music with the best kind of people
Party
Camping
Dancing

Best things.